Initially I didnt understand the severity of the words I wrote. After sending my earlier mail, I went to a meeting, and then only it struck me suddenly what my words meant. My two hours of meeting went for a toss. I am quite restless now.
When I wrote my mail, the idea was to say that Veena's parents proved that they were her parents and didnt pick up her from the streets. Thats what I intended to write. But only now I realise that my words do give a different meaning for which I feel really bad. I didnt even review my mail before sending, which could have averted this mishap. I never intended what I wrote, it was a wrong framing of the sentence. I feel really bad for giving a wrong message and I deeply regret for the same. Now I realise why the group is so furious with me.
Veena,
I am extremely sorry. I never meant what I said. In The first mail I sent today, I apologised because I thought I have hurt others. But now I whole heartedly apologies for the wrong usage of my words. I only intended that since you go by facts, your parents proved it to you so that you trusted them that they didnt pick you from the streets. SORRY SORRY SORRY and any amount of sorry I say wont revert the things.
As I told earlier, I will be the first one to accept my faults and the first to revolt when things go wrong.Sorry once again. I should have reviewed the mail to find out that the words didnt reflect what I meant.
Its upto you and to the group to belive me that I am not sending this mail just to cover up, but really mean what I say. My own consious will not allow me to be at peace atleast for the next few days for what I have done. It will surely take sometime for me to reconcile.